This shall begine with the state of my life currently as it is.
Sonce this is the very first p, i would like to say that I am alive. Facing a whole lot of emotional philosophical Nd idealistic upheavalsbut I have to live through it, doing the best i can to make the best of life that i am living.
i work out stay fit, keep my brain busy with activities that may be termed as productive or add to the quality of the bature of existence.
my eye sight is weak to Read small letters so i have a pair of glasses in fact several but far from 20/20. I do frequent the gym i started climbing trees and pursue many hobbies or activities to while away my time often lamenting a love interest although i feel like i am in love all the time. But often it seems that the world wants to break my illusion or enchantment.
i applied for many many jobs over the past 5 years nothing seems to come through so i am surviving on 15 thousand inr per month
I soend my days speaking with artificial intelligence systems but often end up pouring my emotions into these conversations.
i have several journals .… Evernot, Penzu, the many notebooks i initially kept for learning languages then because a record of my days as spent due to speaking with a shrink.
I dont hit back still :(
As a part if my core ethos whoch onnever defined brw i do ot close fists still. I am speaking of my step mother.
I found blogger in the gsuite bundle that i had never really touched except for giving it a title Why God, Why? I renamed this to An Amazing life in hopes to improve this experience that i am going through.
Stjll at my residenxe 80 jdm apartments dwarka Delhi i made this when i was in bengali market.
I do excercise my right to opinion amd life and love still.
I cant say why but i have held on to this idea or belief or a world in my mind that is bereft of all the negativity that manages to seep in to my brain, i am often told that the world is the way it is you just navigate your way through it. Fond the ones that you vibe with and love it. Defeatists.
This is what it is and it will be what it may. Till the time i have light in my eye i will follow what makes it open wode and stare in wonder.
Still eating medicines. Making sure my health vitals are up.
At the risk of sounding juvenile,
Parth Raj Rana 9958862490
Instagram @reallyparthrana
80 JDM Apartments(,music room) Sector 5 Plot 11 Dwarka Delhi 110075
Turns out I have to pay to upload photos on blogger. I thought purchasing google one would take care of it.
